I am a retired school administrator that enjoys composing poetry and then using AI to create the music that matches the mood of my words.
(verse)
Seeing how happy
You are with him
Makes me wish
We were together again
(verse)
You were mine for awhile
But I pushed you away
Because of the words
I wasn’t man enough to say
(chorus)
I couldn’t say the three words
You needed to hear
I kept you wondering
I was so cavalier
When you’d say you love me
You just wanted to know
If I felt the same way
But all I would say was
Stupid me
(verse)
I never thought I’d lose you
Over words I didn't say
But I see how important it was to you
Now that you went away
(verse)
You grew tired of waiting
For me to commit
So losing you was all on me
I hate to admit
(chorus)
I couldn’t say the three words
You needed to hear
I kept you wondering
I was so cavalier
When you’d say you love me
You just wanted to know
If I felt the same way
But all I would say was
Ditto kiddo
Stupid me
(verse)
I was afraid to say those words
Thought I wanted to stay free
Didn't realize until you left
Just how much you meant to me
(verse)
Seeing you
With him today
Reminds me how foolish I was
To never say
I love you
Stupid me
(Verse)
Came in late from a night of drinking
When my wife met me at the door
Holding our baby daughter
Who was crying
She said heaven knows
I’ve been trying
But I can’t do this anymore
I need a husband and our baby needs a father
(pre chorus)
At that very moment
I saw my daughter’s first few years
Flash before my eyes
First words and learning how to crawl
A tea party with her favorite doll
First steps that are quite unsteady
Holding my hand
Calling me daddy
(chorus)
So right there I hit my knees,
Prayed dear God please
Don’t let me lose my little girl
For her life is just beginning
And now I see
What I'd be missing
(verse)
Years later
Our daughter wasn’t feeling well
What it was
The doctors couldn’t tell
Watching her crying
In that hospital bed
Hurting with the pain
In her head
(pre chorus)
At that very moment
I saw my daughter’s next few years
Flash before my eyes
Driving, senior prom
Off to college
Marriage
Becoming a mom
(chorus)
So right there I hit my knees,
Prayed dear God please
Don’t let me lose my little girl
For her life is just beginning
And now I see
What I'd be missing
(verse)
Years later
Our daughter blessed us
With a grandson
So beautiful
And so handsome
Holding him in my arms
I was the proudest grandpa
You ever saw
(pre chorus)
At that very moment,
I saw his first few years
Flash before my eyes
First words and learning how to crawl
Playing catch with his favorite ball
First steps that are quite unsteady
Holding my hand
Calling me granddaddy
(chorus)
So right there
I hit my knees once more
And played with my grandson
There on the floor
And threw a thank you
Up to heaven
For all the blessings
I've been given
(verse)
Seeing how happy
You are with him
Makes me wish
We were together again
(verse)
You were mine for awhile
But I pushed you away
Because of the words
I wasn’t man enough to say
(chorus)
I couldn’t say the three words
You needed to hear
I kept you wondering
I was so cavalier
When you’d say you love me
You just wanted to know
If I felt the same way
But all I would say was
Stupid me
(verse)
I never thought I’d lose you
Over words I didn't say
But I see how important it was to you
Now that you went away
(verse)
You grew tired of waiting
For me to commit
So losing you was all on me
I hate to admit
(chorus)
I couldn’t say the three words
You needed to hear
I kept you wondering
I was so cavalier
When you’d say you love me
You just wanted to know
If I felt the same way
But all I would say was
Ditto kiddo
Stupid me
(verse)
I was afraid to say those words
Thought I wanted to stay free
Didn't realize until you left
Just how much you meant to me
(verse)
Seeing you
With him today
Reminds me how foolish I was
To never say
I love you
Stupid me
(Verse)
Came in late from a night of drinking
When my wife met me at the door
Holding our baby daughter
Who was crying
She said heaven knows
I’ve been trying
But I can’t do this anymore
I need a husband and our baby needs a father
(pre chorus)
At that very moment
I saw my daughter’s first few years
Flash before my eyes
First words and learning how to crawl
A tea party with her favorite doll
First steps that are quite unsteady
Holding my hand
Calling me daddy
(chorus)
So right there I hit my knees,
Prayed dear God please
Don’t let me lose my little girl
For her life is just beginning
And now I see
What I'd be missing
(verse)
Years later
Our daughter wasn’t feeling well
What it was
The doctors couldn’t tell
Watching her crying
In that hospital bed
Hurting with the pain
In her head
(pre chorus)
At that very moment
I saw my daughter’s next few years
Flash before my eyes
Driving, senior prom
Off to college
Marriage
Becoming a mom
(chorus)
So right there I hit my knees,
Prayed dear God please
Don’t let me lose my little girl
For her life is just beginning
And now I see
What I'd be missing
(verse)
Years later
Our daughter blessed us
With a grandson
So beautiful
And so handsome
Holding him in my arms
I was the proudest grandpa
You ever saw
(pre chorus)
At that very moment,
I saw his first few years
Flash before my eyes
First words and learning how to crawl
Playing catch with his favorite ball
First steps that are quite unsteady
Holding my hand
Calling me granddaddy
(chorus)
So right there
I hit my knees once more
And played with my grandson
There on the floor
And threw a thank you
Up to heaven
For all the blessings
I've been given
(verse)
Hey dad, you’re probably wondering
Why I stopped by
Really needed someone to talk to
Yes those are real tears in my eyes
(verse)
Yeah we had our first real fight
Now she’s talking about leaving me
Packing up her things
Heading back home to her family
(Pre-chorus)
I don’t want to lose her dad
Tell me what you would do or say
Whenever mom thought about leaving
That always made her stay
(chorus)
You take her in your arms son
Tell her you’re sorry
Tell her that you love her
That you never want her to leave
(verse)
That's great advice dad
I'm glad I stopped by here
Now I understand
How you and mom stayed married all those years
(verse)
People driving by dad
Probably think I’m crazy
Standing here talking to a headstone
In the middle of a cemetery
(verse)
It's been hard enough
Losing you
My world would fall apart
If I lost her too
(Pre-chorus)
So I don’t want to lose her dad
Tell me what you would do or say
Whenever mom thought about leaving
That always made her stay
(chorus)
You take her in your arms son
Tell her you’re sorry
Tell her that you love her
That you never want her to leave
(verse)
Take her in your arms
Tell her that you love her
I want you to know
I’m over you
I don’t think about
All the fun things we used to do
I don't miss
Your beautiful face
Your smile your laughter
Your warm embrace
I don't regret
One single day
Telling you it’s over
Letting you walk away
You talking about the future
Getting married someday
Having a home and children
Scared me away
Still there are times
I wonder if I was wrong
So when I'm weak
I need you to be strong
Like if you see my number
On your phone
Don’t answer
But if you do
Please say no, if I ask if you’re home
Or if I show up at your front door
Asking you to take me back again
Please say no
Don’t let me walk back in
We happen to show up at the same bar
By some crazy chance
Please say no
If I ask you to dance
If I try to buy
You a round
Please say no
Just turn me down
You end up having too much to drink
And I offer to walk you to your car
Please say no
Don’t let it go that far
If you ask me to drive you home
Because you're afraid you might weave
And I walk you to your front door
Please say no
If I ask you
Should I leave
Do you want me to leave
Please say no
I don't wanta ever leave you
Talking about the future
Will never scare me away again
I regret
Every single day
Telling you it's over
Letting you walk away
Should I leave
Please say no
(verse)
Seeing how happy
You are with him
Makes me wish
We were together again
(verse)
You were mine for awhile
But I pushed you away
Because of the words
I wasn’t man enough to say
(chorus)
I couldn’t say the three words
You needed to hear
I kept you wondering
I was so cavalier
When you’d say you love me
You just wanted to know
If I felt the same way
But all I would say was
Stupid me
(verse)
I never thought I’d lose you
Over words I didn't say
But I see how important it was to you
Now that you went away
(verse)
You grew tired of waiting
For me to commit
So losing you was all on me
I hate to admit
(chorus)
I couldn’t say the three words
You needed to hear
I kept you wondering
I was so cavalier
When you’d say you love me
You just wanted to know
If I felt the same way
But all I would say was
Ditto kiddo
Stupid me
(verse)
I was afraid to say those words
Thought I wanted to stay free
Didn't realize until you left
Just how much you meant to me
(verse)
Seeing you
With him today
Reminds me how foolish I was
To never say
I love you
Stupid me
(Verse)
Came in late from a night of drinking
When my wife met me at the door
Holding our baby daughter
Who was crying
She said heaven knows
I’ve been trying
But I can’t do this anymore
I need a husband and our baby needs a father
(pre chorus)
At that very moment
I saw my daughter’s first few years
Flash before my eyes
First words and learning how to crawl
A tea party with her favorite doll
First steps that are quite unsteady
Holding my hand
Calling me daddy
(chorus)
So right there I hit my knees,
Prayed dear God please
Don’t let me lose my little girl
For her life is just beginning
And now I see
What I'd be missing
(verse)
Years later
Our daughter wasn’t feeling well
What it was
The doctors couldn’t tell
Watching her crying
In that hospital bed
Hurting with the pain
In her head
(pre chorus)
At that very moment
I saw my daughter’s next few years
Flash before my eyes
Driving, senior prom
Off to college
Marriage
Becoming a mom
(chorus)
So right there I hit my knees,
Prayed dear God please
Don’t let me lose my little girl
For her life is just beginning
And now I see
What I'd be missing
(verse)
Years later
Our daughter blessed us
With a grandson
So beautiful
And so handsome
Holding him in my arms
I was the proudest grandpa
You ever saw
(pre chorus)
At that very moment,
I saw his first few years
Flash before my eyes
First words and learning how to crawl
Playing catch with his favorite ball
First steps that are quite unsteady
Holding my hand
Calling me granddaddy
(chorus)
So right there
I hit my knees once more
And played with my grandson
There on the floor
And threw a thank you
Up to heaven
For all the blessings
I've been given
(verse)
Hey dad, you’re probably wondering
Why I stopped by
Really needed someone to talk to
Yes those are real tears in my eyes
(verse)
Yeah we had our first real fight
Now she’s talking about leaving me
Packing up her things
Heading back home to her family
(Pre-chorus)
I don’t want to lose her dad
Tell me what you would do or say
Whenever mom thought about leaving
That always made her stay
(chorus)
You take her in your arms son
Tell her you’re sorry
Tell her that you love her
That you never want her to leave
(verse)
That's great advice dad
I'm glad I stopped by here
Now I understand
How you and mom stayed married all those years
(verse)
People driving by dad
Probably think I’m crazy
Standing here talking to a headstone
In the middle of a cemetery
(verse)
It's been hard enough
Losing you
My world would fall apart
If I lost her too
(Pre-chorus)
So I don’t want to lose her dad
Tell me what you would do or say
Whenever mom thought about leaving
That always made her stay
(chorus)
You take her in your arms son
Tell her you’re sorry
Tell her that you love her
That you never want her to leave
(verse)
Take her in your arms
Tell her that you love her
I am a retired school administrator that enjoys composing poetry and then using AI to create the music that matches the mood of my words.
