Shardar Budd

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“The Weight of the Calling” is a gospel-influenced hip-hop record reflecting the...
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Verse 1
You walk in like a warning I ignore
Every promise broken just like before
Veo el peligro en tu mirar
But your lies pull me back too far

Pre-Chorus
Every truth bending on your lips
Cada adiós desaparece cuando nos besamos

Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
But I still run back to you

Verse 2
Your touch hits like a midnight drug
Cada verdad escondida en un abrazo
I say I'm leaving, I say I'm through
Pero la noche me lleva a ti de nuevo

Bridge
I see the storm behind your smile
Veo la tormenta detrás de tu risa
Every warning in my mind
Pero dejo la verdad atrás otra vez

Final Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
Still I run back to your arms

Outro
Adicta… y vuelvo otra vez

Adicta a la Traición


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The Weight of the Calling(Special Edition)

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The Weight of the Calling(Radio Edition)

Verse 1
You walk in like a warning I ignore
Every promise broken just like before
Veo el peligro en tu mirar
But your lies pull me back too far

Pre-Chorus
Every truth bending on your lips
Cada adiós desaparece cuando nos besamos

Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
But I still run back to you

Verse 2
Your touch hits like a midnight drug
Cada verdad escondida en un abrazo
I say I'm leaving, I say I'm through
Pero la noche me lleva a ti de nuevo

Bridge
I see the storm behind your smile
Veo la tormenta detrás de tu risa
Every warning in my mind
Pero dejo la verdad atrás otra vez

Final Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
Still I run back to your arms

Outro
Adicta… y vuelvo otra vez

Adicta a la Traición

Verse 1
Entras como una señal que debo ignorar
Promesas rotas que vuelven a empezar
Veo el peligro dentro de tu mirar
Pero tus mentiras me vuelven a atrapar

Pre-Chorus
Cada verdad se dobla en tus labios
Cada adiós desaparece cuando nos besamos

Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Tu fuego me arrastra otra vez al peligro
Cada herida que intento esconder
Me recuerda mi lado más oscuro
Adicta a la traición otra vez
El peligro corre bajo mi piel
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
Pero vuelvo a caer también

Verse 2
Tu toque llega como un veneno dulce
Cada verdad escondida en un abrazo
Digo que esta vez me voy para siempre
Pero la noche me devuelve a tu lado

Bridge
Veo la tormenta detrás de tu sonrisa
Sé que este amor tarde o temprano lastima
Todas las señales gritan en mi mente
Pero dejo la verdad atrás nuevamente

Final Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Tu fuego me arrastra otra vez al peligro
Cada herida que intento esconder
Me recuerda mi lado más oscuro
Adicta a la traición otra vez
El peligro corre bajo mi piel
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
Pero vuelvo a tus brazos también

Outro
Adicta… y vuelvo otra vez.

Adicta a la Traición

Verse 1
You walk in like a warning I ignore
Every promise broken just like before
I read the danger in your eyes
Still I fall for every lie

Pre-Chorus
Every truth bending on your lips
Every goodbye fading when we kiss

Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
I know exactly what you are
Still I let the trouble begin

Verse 2
Your touch hits like a midnight drug
Every truth wrapped inside a hug
I say I'm leaving, I say I'm through
Then the night pulls me back to you

Bridge
I see the storm behind your smile
I know this love will burn a while
Every warning in my mind
Still I leave the truth behind

Final Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
I know exactly what you are
Still I run back to your arms

Outro
Adicta… y vuelvo otra vez.

Adicta a la Traición

Verse 1
Every road behind me tells a story
Every step was heavier than it seemed
I kept walking through the doubt and worry
Holding tight to pieces of a dream

Pre-Chorus
Every mile taught me how to stand
Even when the ending wasn’t planned

Chorus
I’m miles ahead of where I used to be
Stronger than the shadows chasing me
Every fall just helped me find my way
Now the road is opening today
I’m miles ahead and still I’m moving on
Every broken night became the dawn
All the fear I carried disappeared
Now the future’s miles ahead from here

Verse 2
Every lesson written in the struggle
Every scar reminds me I survived
Even when the weight began to double
Something deep inside refused to hide

Bridge
Every road that tried to turn me back
Only pushed me further down the track

Final Chorus
I’m miles ahead of where I used to be
Stronger than the shadows chasing me
Every fall just helped me find my way
Now the road is opening today
I’m miles ahead and still I’m moving on
Every broken night became the dawn
All the fear I carried disappeared
Now the future’s miles ahead from here

Miles Ahead

Verse 1
We were standing in the quiet of a moment
Like the world had stopped to hear what we would say
Every promise hanging somewhere in the distance
Like a light we thought would never fade away

Pre-Chorus
We were closer than the truth we couldn’t speak
Both pretending we were stronger than we seemed

Chorus
We almost stayed forever
Right there between the wrong and right
We almost held together
Just one more day, just one more night
But somewhere in the silence
We knew the ending in the air
We almost stayed forever
But almost never keeps you there

Verse 2
Every memory still lingers in the shadows
Every laugh echoes somewhere in my mind
If love was only measured by the moments
We might have never left it all behind

Bridge
Sometimes love is not enough to stay
Sometimes hearts just slowly drift away

Final Chorus
We almost stayed forever
Right there between the wrong and right
We almost held together
Just one more day, just one more night
But somewhere in the silence
We knew the ending in the air
We almost stayed forever
But almost never keeps you there

We Almost Stayed Forever

Verse 1
There were roads I walked alone thinking no one saw.
Every mistake I made felt like a law.
I carried every burden deeper than my breath.
Thinking every step would end in regret.
Pre-Chorus
But mercy has a way of breaking through the night.
Love appears when you least expect the light.
Chorus
Grace still found me when I thought I was too far gone.
Love kept reaching even when my faith felt gone.
Grace still found me through every broken plea.
When I couldn’t find the way grace came looking for me.
Verse 2
Every prayer whispered in the quiet dark.
Every tear leaving a hidden mark.
But hope began rising with the dawn.
Showing me the strength to carry on.
Bridge
Even when the road was hard to see.
He never stopped believing in me.
Final Chorus
Grace still found me when the world felt cold.
Grace still found me stronger than I’d ever known.
Grace still found me lifting me above the storm.
Grace still found me safe and warm.

Grace Still Found Me

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The Weight of the Calling(Special Edition)

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The Weight of the Calling(Radio Edition)

Verse 1
You walk in like a warning I ignore
Every promise broken just like before
Veo el peligro en tu mirar
But your lies pull me back too far

Pre-Chorus
Every truth bending on your lips
Cada adiós desaparece cuando nos besamos

Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
But I still run back to you

Verse 2
Your touch hits like a midnight drug
Cada verdad escondida en un abrazo
I say I'm leaving, I say I'm through
Pero la noche me lleva a ti de nuevo

Bridge
I see the storm behind your smile
Veo la tormenta detrás de tu risa
Every warning in my mind
Pero dejo la verdad atrás otra vez

Final Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
Still I run back to your arms

Outro
Adicta… y vuelvo otra vez

Adicta a la Traición

Verse 1
Entras como una señal que debo ignorar
Promesas rotas que vuelven a empezar
Veo el peligro dentro de tu mirar
Pero tus mentiras me vuelven a atrapar

Pre-Chorus
Cada verdad se dobla en tus labios
Cada adiós desaparece cuando nos besamos

Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Tu fuego me arrastra otra vez al peligro
Cada herida que intento esconder
Me recuerda mi lado más oscuro
Adicta a la traición otra vez
El peligro corre bajo mi piel
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
Pero vuelvo a caer también

Verse 2
Tu toque llega como un veneno dulce
Cada verdad escondida en un abrazo
Digo que esta vez me voy para siempre
Pero la noche me devuelve a tu lado

Bridge
Veo la tormenta detrás de tu sonrisa
Sé que este amor tarde o temprano lastima
Todas las señales gritan en mi mente
Pero dejo la verdad atrás nuevamente

Final Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Tu fuego me arrastra otra vez al peligro
Cada herida que intento esconder
Me recuerda mi lado más oscuro
Adicta a la traición otra vez
El peligro corre bajo mi piel
Sé muy bien quién eres tú
Pero vuelvo a tus brazos también

Outro
Adicta… y vuelvo otra vez.

Adicta a la Traición

Verse 1
You walk in like a warning I ignore
Every promise broken just like before
I read the danger in your eyes
Still I fall for every lie

Pre-Chorus
Every truth bending on your lips
Every goodbye fading when we kiss

Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
I know exactly what you are
Still I let the trouble begin

Verse 2
Your touch hits like a midnight drug
Every truth wrapped inside a hug
I say I'm leaving, I say I'm through
Then the night pulls me back to you

Bridge
I see the storm behind your smile
I know this love will burn a while
Every warning in my mind
Still I leave the truth behind

Final Chorus
Adicta a la traición, tú y yo tonight
Your touch pulling me back to the fire
Every scar I try to hide
Still I crave the darker side
Adicta a la traición again
Danger running through my skin
I know exactly what you are
Still I run back to your arms

Outro
Adicta… y vuelvo otra vez.

Adicta a la Traición

Verse 1
Every road behind me tells a story
Every step was heavier than it seemed
I kept walking through the doubt and worry
Holding tight to pieces of a dream

Pre-Chorus
Every mile taught me how to stand
Even when the ending wasn’t planned

Chorus
I’m miles ahead of where I used to be
Stronger than the shadows chasing me
Every fall just helped me find my way
Now the road is opening today
I’m miles ahead and still I’m moving on
Every broken night became the dawn
All the fear I carried disappeared
Now the future’s miles ahead from here

Verse 2
Every lesson written in the struggle
Every scar reminds me I survived
Even when the weight began to double
Something deep inside refused to hide

Bridge
Every road that tried to turn me back
Only pushed me further down the track

Final Chorus
I’m miles ahead of where I used to be
Stronger than the shadows chasing me
Every fall just helped me find my way
Now the road is opening today
I’m miles ahead and still I’m moving on
Every broken night became the dawn
All the fear I carried disappeared
Now the future’s miles ahead from here

Miles Ahead


About Me

Bio

Shardar is a songwriter and lyricist known for grounded, story-driven writing that speaks to resilience, accountability, and emotional clarity. Her work focuses on real-life experiences—relationships, personal growth, discipline, and self-respect—told with calm strength rather than noise.
Her lyrics are designed for professional recording artists, sync opportunities, and commercial releases. Blending influences from hip-hop, Latin, gospel, reggae, and contemporary urban styles, Shardar creates songs that feel lived-in, reflective, and emotionally honest.
Suitable for professional recording, sync opportunities, and artist releases.

CV/History

Independent recording artist and creative producer specializing in AI-assisted music production.
Experience includes:
Development of concept-driven vocal and instrumental compositions
Commercial release and catalog management
Sync-ready arrangement structuring (full versions, instrumentals, and edit cuts)
Licensing preparation and professional metadata organization
Focused on producing commercially viable music suitable for digital media,
and campaigns, film, and
oadcast placement.
Open to collaborations with recording artists, producers, and visual media projects.

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