(first verse)
I cut my hair at 2 AM
Cause I was bored and blue again
And I don’t sleep that well anymore
All of my usual
(pre-chorus)
Distractions
Don’t work like before
I guess there’s a point
When you can’t ignore
(chorus)
I am so sick of sitting
With this feeling
Truthfully, do you resent me?
I’ve been digging it up
Until I’m bleeding
Always give too much meaning
I’m up until I see stars on my ceiling
(second verse)
I painted all my walls blue
Been throwing myself through the loops
Blurring lines of lies and truths
Been trying everything to shake you
(pre-chorus)
All of my usual
Distractions
Don’t work like before
I guess there’s a point
When you can’t ignore
(bridge)
Now I’m driving fast with blurry vision
I’m so sick of crying
I shouldn’t be in this condition
And I’m so tired of lying
I put myself in this position
A pathetic pattern of pining
For you, I make every exception
Then I hate myself for trying
(outro)
I cut my hair at 2 AM
Because I was bored and blue again
And I don’t sleep that well anymore
(First verse)
You wait until after the fact to say what you’re thinking
Every part of me wants to believe you, but you’re getting less Convincing
You never see me sinking
Do my words mean nothing
Cause your never listening
(Chorus)
You’re so good at pulling away
I’ll punish you with my silence
When I say I’m doing ok
It’s getting easier lying
I’m tired of trying
And pushing me aside
You’re drifting away
And I’m losing my mind
I got no fight left
You Make me feel less alive
(Second verse)
I kept the wilted yellow roses as if that would keep you
The way I’m the issue, this is the part where I cut you loose
This isn’t what I wanted And I never saw it coming
Is this what you wanted, to have it all and now nothing
(Bridge)
Thinking I’m punishing you with my absence
Does it even matter to you
It doesn’t make a difference
if I hold on or cut you loose
You keep walking, I am stuck mending my wounds
Put the roses in a grave while I’m burying you
(First verse)
Do you want to keep testing the waters?
Keep holding me, but I’m not really yours
Makes me feel like you’re just bored
If you really wanted to, it could be more
(Pre chorus)
We’re poking fun and laughing but we’re getting close
And Sometimes it doesn’t feel like a joke
(Chorus)
Are we just playing pretend?
Saying “you Never know what the future holds”
Did you know I meant what I said?
I’m Starting to think I wasn’t really that cold
I want to talk about it
But I’m so afraid to know
Afraid of what that would look like
I’m afraid to say that I’d want more
(Second verse)
I wonder now if you really mean it
I need to know if these actions match your words
Would you meet me in the deep end
Or this is just a lesson I’m about to learn
(Pre chorus)
We’re poking fun and laughing but we’re getting close
And Sometimes it doesn’t feel like a joke
(Bridge)
I couldn’t promise you that night
That I’d say, if anything changed for me
I guess I was right
Because it has, but I won’t say anything
I know we said we’ll keep things the same
But there’s still so much I want to say
I feel like this is changed
If I said it, would you say the same?
(first verse)
I cut my hair at 2 AM
Cause I was bored and blue again
And I don’t sleep that well anymore
All of my usual
(pre-chorus)
Distractions
Don’t work like before
I guess there’s a point
When you can’t ignore
(chorus)
I am so sick of sitting
With this feeling
Truthfully, do you resent me?
I’ve been digging it up
Until I’m bleeding
Always give too much meaning
I’m up until I see stars on my ceiling
(second verse)
I painted all my walls blue
Been throwing myself through the loops
Blurring lines of lies and truths
Been trying everything to shake you
(pre-chorus)
All of my usual
Distractions
Don’t work like before
I guess there’s a point
When you can’t ignore
(bridge)
Now I’m driving fast with blurry vision
I’m so sick of crying
I shouldn’t be in this condition
And I’m so tired of lying
I put myself in this position
A pathetic pattern of pining
For you, I make every exception
Then I hate myself for trying
(outro)
I cut my hair at 2 AM
Because I was bored and blue again
And I don’t sleep that well anymore
(First verse)
You wait until after the fact to say what you’re thinking
Every part of me wants to believe you, but you’re getting less Convincing
You never see me sinking
Do my words mean nothing
Cause your never listening
(Chorus)
You’re so good at pulling away
I’ll punish you with my silence
When I say I’m doing ok
It’s getting easier lying
I’m tired of trying
And pushing me aside
You’re drifting away
And I’m losing my mind
I got no fight left
You Make me feel less alive
(Second verse)
I kept the wilted yellow roses as if that would keep you
The way I’m the issue, this is the part where I cut you loose
This isn’t what I wanted And I never saw it coming
Is this what you wanted, to have it all and now nothing
(Bridge)
Thinking I’m punishing you with my absence
Does it even matter to you
It doesn’t make a difference
if I hold on or cut you loose
You keep walking, I am stuck mending my wounds
Put the roses in a grave while I’m burying you
(First verse)
Do you want to keep testing the waters?
Keep holding me, but I’m not really yours
Makes me feel like you’re just bored
If you really wanted to, it could be more
(Pre chorus)
We’re poking fun and laughing but we’re getting close
And Sometimes it doesn’t feel like a joke
(Chorus)
Are we just playing pretend?
Saying “you Never know what the future holds”
Did you know I meant what I said?
I’m Starting to think I wasn’t really that cold
I want to talk about it
But I’m so afraid to know
Afraid of what that would look like
I’m afraid to say that I’d want more
(Second verse)
I wonder now if you really mean it
I need to know if these actions match your words
Would you meet me in the deep end
Or this is just a lesson I’m about to learn
(Pre chorus)
We’re poking fun and laughing but we’re getting close
And Sometimes it doesn’t feel like a joke
(Bridge)
I couldn’t promise you that night
That I’d say, if anything changed for me
I guess I was right
Because it has, but I won’t say anything
I know we said we’ll keep things the same
But there’s still so much I want to say
I feel like this is changed
If I said it, would you say the same?
(First verse)
The kindest eyes, that you’ll ever see
He Always says, the right thing
I have no, reason to leave
Everyone says don’t, throw away a good thing
(Chorus)
But now Im running from everything I wanted
Might kick myself later
But right now I don’t care, what I lose
He’s Perfect on paper,
he had it all
But he wasn’t you
(Second verse)
How many times, have you been down this road?
You had what you wished for, but you let it go
Why can’t you seem, to cut the strings
Why do you have to, throw away a good thing
(Bridge)
Call me a creature of habit
The truth is, your a magnet
I don’t even want to try to fight it
I had what I needed,
but not what I wanted
I tried to walk away, but I can’t
(First verse)
Reading
in between
Everything
It sounds to me
Like your
Hanging on
To every breath that comes out of his lungs
(Pre chorus)
I can see the big question mark Hanging over your head
I want you to be sure
I want you to have more than
(Chorus)
Calling you once in a while, saying how’s your day
Nonchalant do you wanna join us at the parade
See it how it is
Don’t make it more then this
You’re only getting passing “Hey’s”
It’s not a habit it’s just phase of
Fun once in a month
Before you jump the gun
Honey
That’s just the bare minimum
(Second verse)
You’re chasing
And waiting
I don’t like seeing this game hes playing
It sounds to me like he knows exactly what he’s doing
I know Your losing sleep
I know you feel things so deep
I know you’re trying to convince me
Just listen to me
Cause I can see
(Pre chorus)
I can see the big question mark Hanging over your head
I want you to be sure
I want you to have more than
(Bridge)
You want some thing like…
You’re not hanging on for the ride
He opens the door and your riding side by side
You’re not guessing filling in the lines
He wants you to know what’s on his mind
You’re not chasing some high
The look in his eyes you can rely on
I want this for you instead of
(First verse)
At the precipice
Where I’m trying to convince
That all my doubts are a myth
Your standing looking into my eyes
But your so out of sight
Really thought we were more
than
ships passing in the night
(Chorus)
I could keep holding on tight
Say, that we’ll be all right
I could try to rewrite
bring back flowers that died
Kills me to look into your eyes
to leave you behind
Pry your fingerprints from mine
Cut the strings we tied
Maybe we worked in a different time
In a different time, maybe you were mine
(Second verse)
We’re at the point
Of no going back
The holes we trying to fill
I can feel them crack
Beneath us
It’s a calm before the storm
I can’t ignore
Any more
(first verse)
I cut my hair at 2 AM
Cause I was bored and blue again
And I don’t sleep that well anymore
All of my usual
(pre-chorus)
Distractions
Don’t work like before
I guess there’s a point
When you can’t ignore
(chorus)
I am so sick of sitting
With this feeling
Truthfully, do you resent me?
I’ve been digging it up
Until I’m bleeding
Always give too much meaning
I’m up until I see stars on my ceiling
(second verse)
I painted all my walls blue
Been throwing myself through the loops
Blurring lines of lies and truths
Been trying everything to shake you
(pre-chorus)
All of my usual
Distractions
Don’t work like before
I guess there’s a point
When you can’t ignore
(bridge)
Now I’m driving fast with blurry vision
I’m so sick of crying
I shouldn’t be in this condition
And I’m so tired of lying
I put myself in this position
A pathetic pattern of pining
For you, I make every exception
Then I hate myself for trying
(outro)
I cut my hair at 2 AM
Because I was bored and blue again
And I don’t sleep that well anymore
(First verse)
You wait until after the fact to say what you’re thinking
Every part of me wants to believe you, but you’re getting less Convincing
You never see me sinking
Do my words mean nothing
Cause your never listening
(Chorus)
You’re so good at pulling away
I’ll punish you with my silence
When I say I’m doing ok
It’s getting easier lying
I’m tired of trying
And pushing me aside
You’re drifting away
And I’m losing my mind
I got no fight left
You Make me feel less alive
(Second verse)
I kept the wilted yellow roses as if that would keep you
The way I’m the issue, this is the part where I cut you loose
This isn’t what I wanted And I never saw it coming
Is this what you wanted, to have it all and now nothing
(Bridge)
Thinking I’m punishing you with my absence
Does it even matter to you
It doesn’t make a difference
if I hold on or cut you loose
You keep walking, I am stuck mending my wounds
Put the roses in a grave while I’m burying you
(First verse)
Do you want to keep testing the waters?
Keep holding me, but I’m not really yours
Makes me feel like you’re just bored
If you really wanted to, it could be more
(Pre chorus)
We’re poking fun and laughing but we’re getting close
And Sometimes it doesn’t feel like a joke
(Chorus)
Are we just playing pretend?
Saying “you Never know what the future holds”
Did you know I meant what I said?
I’m Starting to think I wasn’t really that cold
I want to talk about it
But I’m so afraid to know
Afraid of what that would look like
I’m afraid to say that I’d want more
(Second verse)
I wonder now if you really mean it
I need to know if these actions match your words
Would you meet me in the deep end
Or this is just a lesson I’m about to learn
(Pre chorus)
We’re poking fun and laughing but we’re getting close
And Sometimes it doesn’t feel like a joke
(Bridge)
I couldn’t promise you that night
That I’d say, if anything changed for me
I guess I was right
Because it has, but I won’t say anything
I know we said we’ll keep things the same
But there’s still so much I want to say
I feel like this is changed
If I said it, would you say the same?
(First verse)
The kindest eyes, that you’ll ever see
He Always says, the right thing
I have no, reason to leave
Everyone says don’t, throw away a good thing
(Chorus)
But now Im running from everything I wanted
Might kick myself later
But right now I don’t care, what I lose
He’s Perfect on paper,
he had it all
But he wasn’t you
(Second verse)
How many times, have you been down this road?
You had what you wished for, but you let it go
Why can’t you seem, to cut the strings
Why do you have to, throw away a good thing
(Bridge)
Call me a creature of habit
The truth is, your a magnet
I don’t even want to try to fight it
I had what I needed,
but not what I wanted
I tried to walk away, but I can’t
(First verse)
Reading
in between
Everything
It sounds to me
Like your
Hanging on
To every breath that comes out of his lungs
(Pre chorus)
I can see the big question mark Hanging over your head
I want you to be sure
I want you to have more than
(Chorus)
Calling you once in a while, saying how’s your day
Nonchalant do you wanna join us at the parade
See it how it is
Don’t make it more then this
You’re only getting passing “Hey’s”
It’s not a habit it’s just phase of
Fun once in a month
Before you jump the gun
Honey
That’s just the bare minimum
(Second verse)
You’re chasing
And waiting
I don’t like seeing this game hes playing
It sounds to me like he knows exactly what he’s doing
I know Your losing sleep
I know you feel things so deep
I know you’re trying to convince me
Just listen to me
Cause I can see
(Pre chorus)
I can see the big question mark Hanging over your head
I want you to be sure
I want you to have more than
(Bridge)
You want some thing like…
You’re not hanging on for the ride
He opens the door and your riding side by side
You’re not guessing filling in the lines
He wants you to know what’s on his mind
You’re not chasing some high
The look in his eyes you can rely on
I want this for you instead of
(First verse)
At the precipice
Where I’m trying to convince
That all my doubts are a myth
Your standing looking into my eyes
But your so out of sight
Really thought we were more
than
ships passing in the night
(Chorus)
I could keep holding on tight
Say, that we’ll be all right
I could try to rewrite
bring back flowers that died
Kills me to look into your eyes
to leave you behind
Pry your fingerprints from mine
Cut the strings we tied
Maybe we worked in a different time
In a different time, maybe you were mine
(Second verse)
We’re at the point
Of no going back
The holes we trying to fill
I can feel them crack
Beneath us
It’s a calm before the storm
I can’t ignore
Any more
Hi! My name is daisy and I’ve been writing songs for a decade and playing piano and guitar my whole life. I am constantly writing and finding inspiration everywhere, in people, conversations and nature. There is nothing in my life I don’t write about (my family teases me about that)
