LYRIC FOR SALE

By Q-Heffna/2Deep

(Chorus) Hey, hey heyeah heyeah Hey-hey-hey Hey hey hey hey Hey hey heyeah (2x)

I remember the times/when I ain't feel like tryin
getting high/like flyin/when I felt like dyin
And now/it's on my other talents I'm relyin
so in a certain sense/you could say it's freedom that I'm buyin
and tryin/to take these charges in the multiples
Remember the close calls/and record em in the vocal booth
This goes out/to the dudes who never broke the truth
but listened quietly and lied still/never spoke the proof!
I bout to blow/like coke/ in the coupe with the open roof
And like a telescope on them stars/I be focused too
It's fxxxed up/when you're fxxxed up/they don't notice you
but when you come up/off dumb luck/fate approaches you
I/used to/lay low/the way the Lotus do
and every song wasn't flame throw/but I wrote a few
They call me Heffna/cuz the chicks are hardly slow to screw
and jump at the chance/to drop their pants/cuz they know it's Q
You're probably thinkin/"Damn, why is bro so rude"
but I'm just givin ya'll a fair chance/to get to know the dude
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I remember I used to be/low down dirty and fxxxed up
Now I can't see nothin/outside of that Benz truck
All eyes on me/peeps stop with the lens stuck
in my face/like a gun/ when your number's/been plucked
They don't know/I slept/by the water and stairwells
Came up briefly on those liqs/when I stuck kids like hair gel
See, that's the difference between my/and their hell
I danced with the devil a couple of times/but I faired well
There's secrets of this life that I wouldn't dare tell
cuz if I did/me and my Co-d's would be in paired cells
but since I'm free/I'm kinda lovin the way the air smells
while I reminisce on carried extra clips and spare shells
I know you love to hear the truth/cuz despair sells
just as well as when I'm recounting various per-ils
I don't/rip verses/I spit curses and so I tear spells
while you rappers shootin blanks/like a nigga who's ster-ile
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I remember the parties/drama, bull-shit/and blood-shed
I remember how we survived/but/ some of us dead
I remember sniffin coke until our nostrils were crust-ed
and givin it to bitches that shoulda never been trust-ed
I remember long nights/and those/ mornings after
I remember gun shots/and walking TOWARDS the clapper
The cops show up/and everybody scatters
washing blood off my clothes and my hands/like it didn't matter
Now it's different/everybody wants to chatter
and won't stand up for shit/unless it's on that ladder
that leads the timid/straight up into the hereafter
By that time/it's over cuz their peace of mind is shattered
I can't change what I've done/or turn tears into laughter
but what I CAN do/is choose/ to walk/ through greener pastures
People always askin me/why was I always plastered
Cuz life was one of the bitches that made me a bastard
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