LYRIC FOR SALE

By Jimmy Larkin

All I know how to do is love
The only thing I'm not worthy of
My whole life is a mistake
Maybe I should just give up
I don't think I'll ever be enough

My back's against the wall
I've got no fight left at all
There's nothing more to say
It was never meant to be this way
A soul so tired and broken
My eyes are barely open
I see no hope left for me
This is the end of my story

Everything in life
Comes at a price
Sometimes that price is our blood
So extradite me
From reality
There's no one here I can trust

All I ever do is try
And every time I start to cry
They wouldn't even notice me gone
What's the point of saying goodbye?
All I know how to do is love
The only thing I'm not worthy of
My whole life is a mistake
Maybe I should just give up
I know I'll never be enough

I must die if I want to live
I'm sorry you can't forgive
Can't take any more of this noise
My mind lies to me in my own voice
Poisoning all that I thought I knew
Safe in the darkness I've been through
They say pain means you're alive
I'm finally thinking clear tonight

Psychosis confirmed
Memories burned
A mind you'd never believe
Nothing left to do
Stuck in déjà vu
So stand there and watch me bleed

All I ever do is try
And every time I start to cry
They wouldn't even notice me gone
What's the point of saying goodbye?
All I know how to do is love
The only thing I'm not worthy of
My whole life is a mistake
Maybe I should just give up
I know I'll never be enough

Why do I try?
I'm just wasting my time
I try to escape
But there's nowhere to go
Why do I try?
I'm just losing my mind
Any second now
My heart will explode

Nights are long when your mind won't sleep
From the burning guilt your soul will keep
Goodbye tomorrow, hello yesterday
Your scars bleed until the pain goes away

All I ever do is try
And every time I start to cry
They wouldn't even notice me gone
What's the point of saying goodbye?
All I know how to do is love
The only thing I'm not worthy of
My whole life is a mistake
Maybe I should just give up
I know I'll never be enough